What A Difference A Day Made

tiring day of the month

2011-04-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

hello blog world. in this past several months i've been kind of really busy. There were many things that i had to do. Since i joined student council, there were some events that i had to handle. Of course i'm not the leader of those events, but im still in charge for that.
Today is a really big day for me and the other member of anggota muda. we spent a half day for (let's call it..) celebrating our hard work. The celebrating was about social service plus counseling about saving our oxygen. The event goes very well yet little bit tiring in the same time. We had a lot of things to do, it started with an ice braking game and ended with painting a shirt game. It's a lot of FUN!
In the other hand, today is my 29th monthversary-- it is quite a long relationship, isn't it? i spent my 29 months with him, with all happiness and sadness. i hope this relationship is the best for us because i already choose this way, so i have to work it out with all of the distractions.
ok, just pray the best for our relationship.

Lately, if feel so !@#$%^&*)*&^%$#@ (i can't describe my feelings with words). It's really awkward feeling. ok, if you guys get confuse about what im saying, im gonna give an example.
what its feel if you want a pizza and a hamburger in the same time, but you dont have enough money if you wanna buy both of them? that kind of feeling that i have to face every day (especially,when your money is about to gone). you'll get me if you live in the dorm or apart with your family.. LOL!! but it is really normal, you'll get confuse with all of the food thingy. we can say it "NASIB ANAK KOSAN"

by the way, next week my midterm test gonna start! i still not that ready for that because im so tired and depressed lately. hope it's gonna be ok by tomorrow.

Love and cheers,
pfa

my hopes

2011-03-31T01:53:00.000-07:00

I have this promise, and I take it seriously. I want this relationship to be good. I want this to be a happy ending story. I try everything to work it out. He tries too. I guess we'll get the answer at the perfect time. What's the meaning of our journey and all the distractions. Hope allah always leads us to the best way.

2010-11-16T08:36:00.000-08:00

thediarists:

It’s the worst feeling in the world, to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

gravity

2010-11-09T17:23:00.000-08:00

..Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity..
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile..
When I thought that I was strong
But You touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone..

Sara bareilles,

how are you?

2010-11-06T10:44:00.000-07:00

it's been along time since i haven't blogged. guess what? i miss it so much. like there's something i have to tell about, something i have to write. then i remember i have my old blog that i used to share my story.

here i go..

since i move to indonesia, my life completely different. i have new friends, new major in uni, new dorm, new problem, new habit, and the most important is I HAVE A NEW LIFE.

At one point that's all awesome but the other side is the opposite.

my new life is like a roller coaster. sometimes it goes up slowly than suddenly it goes faster to get right in the bottom.

i miss my old me. i miss my old life. i miss everything in the past. but now? i should probably live my life better than before. NO, its not "should" but HAVE TO.

this all about my regrets and searching for the actual reason why i'm here.

everything will come once god decided that i deserve the thing.

im 19.. <3 <3 <3

2009-12-05T11:07:00.000-08:00

on 3rd december, i just turned to 19. and am so thankful to God to let me enjoy my 19th birthday.
i would like also to say thanks to all of my family, bestfriend, friends, and 'you' for the wishes.
I got something from my dearest friends. they made me this stuff, and it successfully touched me. Then i realize how much i miss them so much, SO MUCH.

also, i got some picture from my mbah. actually, when i was webcam-ing with him, he showed me his ceiling, but i thought it's nothink, but then when he turned off the light, the writing was came out, how cool. :) and here's the writing when there's no light.

besides, i got something from my friend also, he made me "i dont know what the type of that writing", but its about happy birthday.

night before my birthday, i watched fireworks in corniche and they were A-M-A-Z-I-N-G, C-O-O-L, and it's just wonderful, the show it's about 45 minutes. (but my freind say that last year fireworks was better).

also, there's fireworks on 3rd dec, but that was not that long maybe only 20-30 minutes, and i really enjoy to watch them even if they'll show it for the whole night. in the end of the show there was a smiley face fireworks.. cute :) but i cant get the picture of it.

notes: maybe my 19th was not that great and this is my first time to feel something not good on my day. but its ok, not a good start in the beginning of my 19 doesn't effect anything in my entire years. its just something i should learn.

thanks for everyone. :)

Slow Motion

2009-11-14T22:01:00.000-08:00

my friend recommended this song. kind of "jeritan hati" for her. lol

enjoy,

Slow Motion, Karina Pasian

I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?

You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself

So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I

I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

bad and lots of pressure day ever!

2009-10-29T11:12:00.000-07:00

hari ini bener bener nyapein bgt. seharian penuh dengan ketegangan ketegangan yang tanpa di duga.hehe.

Tadi pagi ga biasanya jam 6 pagi udah bangun aja. soalnya tadi gw harus dateng ke acara seminar ttg financial literacy. Kenapa gw bisa ikutan seminar itu?. bukan, bukan karena gw orang penting. tapi gara gara di organisasi yang gw ikutin di kampus itu, cuman gw satu satunya anggota yg jurusannya di bidang bisnis yang bisa dateng, makanya di utuslah gw sama si ketua.

pertamanya gw emang aga bingung. gw mesti kesananya gimana, pake baju apa, dan bawa apa aja. Tapi setelah gw pikir pikir semaleman, gw akhirnya ke sana naek taxi (dan berarti harus siap lebih pagi karena susah bgt nyari taxi), pake baju ngampus, dan langsung bawa barang barang buat ke kampus. Dan setelah sampe sana, perasaan gw aga deg degan aja. hawa hawanya aga beda nih kayanya. EH BENER ajaa.. hawanya emang BEDA bgt dari yg gw bayangkan. pas masuk lobby meeting roomnya gw lagsung pengen pingsan dulu..yaallohh ko bisa sih gw harus dateng ke tempat kaya ginii..

pas masuk lobby itu si penjaga tamu langsung nnya gw dari mana, dan abis itu baru kisah menyedihkan gw di mulai. jujur aja ini pertama kalinya gw dateng ke seminar. biasanya yg dateng ke seminar bokap apa nyokap gw. maknya gw shock lah. gw liat orang orang lagi pada sarapan disitu dan itu bukan orang orang biasaaa. mereka pada pake jas dan baju baju formal lainnya. ga ada orang yang pake baju kaya gw!.dengan perasaan deg degan gw ikutan sarapan juga akhirnya (laper men baru makan roti doang di rumah. hehe). dan tanpa mikir panjang gw langsung berdiri di meja yang masih kosong- ga lucu kan kalo tiba tiba gw nimbrung sama sekumpulan orang yang lagi ngmngin ttg experience mereka.

jadi pas perjalanan gw ke meja yg gw tuju gw selintingan denger si om om tua bilang gini "yaa..my experience in this field is already 30 years"..kira kira bgitu lah omongan dia. jelas aja lah kalo gw ga akan ngumpul sama orang kaya gtu. nah pas gw udah di meja lagi ngaduk ngaduk teh sendirian sambil ngantuk tiba tiba ada si om berjas datengin gw (dalem hati.. plis bgt jgn nyamperin) eh tapi dia nyamperin juga..dan biasa aja ternyata. dia cuman ngucapin makasih udah mau dateng, trus dia memperkenalkan diri dan ngasih tauin kalo perusahaannya dia nnti bakalan ngasih presentasi. beberapa menit kemudian dateng lah lagi si om tinggi ke meja gw. karena ngeliat si om berjas tadi lagi ngeroko, jadi dia tertarik buat minta rokonya si om berjas. makin ga nyaman dong gw!!. selang beberapa detik ada si om indihe dateng ke meja gw. makin aja lah gw ngga tau apa yg mesti gw lakukan.

pas lagi di meja itu. mereka ngasih tau mereka dari mana dan dari perusahaan mana. trus mereka pada tuker tukeran kartu nama. dan gw?. ya gw cuman senyam senyum aja. orang gw ga punya kartu nama. setelah gw ngmng yang sama sekali ga nyambung mungkin baut mereka. akhirnya gw nyadar diri buat mengundurkan diri dari meja itu dan gw mending baca buku pelajaran gw aja di depan. haha.

akhirnya acaranya di mulai juga. dan pas gw masuk ruangan. tiba tiba gw liat tim dari uni gw!. ahhhhh kenapa ga dari tadi sih gw liatnya. jadi yg dateng itu 2 orang dari ank post graduate dan 2 instructor. damn lo semua. tau gitu gw ga usah kaya orang bego kan tadi. dasaaar.

tapi selama presentasinya gw ga bosen sih. lumayan lah buat nambah nambah pengetahuan. cuman gw ga bisa lama di sana karena jam 12 gw udah ada kelas lagi. jadi gw cuman bisa dateng dari jam 8.30 sampe jam 10 aja.

nyampe kampus masalh gw masih ada aja lagi. ternyata project yg temen gw kasih kemaren ada yang salah dan gw harus bikin ulang!.. niat mau enak eh malah enek. siaall!. dan sialnya lagi pas gw ngerjain tugas yg baru setengah, batre laptop gw udah low bgt.. udah ada segitiga kuning gtu, begonya gw bawa casan lptop tapi ga bawa colokan yang 3 jarinya..pinter pinter..

tapi akhirnya dengan ketangkasan dan kecepatan gw dalam mengerjakan tugas selesai juga sebelom laptop gw mati.

dan pas di kelas. gara gara gw sibuk ngirim tugas ke website guru gw dan kirim tugas gw ke salah satu tmn gw. gw jadi ketinggalan bikin tugas kelas.. jadi gw harus stay dulu ampe jam stgh 8 di kelas. nasibnyoo nasibnyooo.

tapi pas nyampe rumah udah lega.. gw bisa santay santay lagii. :) dan ada oleh oleh permen banyak dari Halloween party di skolahnya adam. asik lah lumayan. hehe

btw, dalia ke turky dan nadia ke thailand hari ini. rumah bakalan sepi bgt deh.. :(

GTG..

2009-10-27T14:40:00.000-07:00

Spongebob : What do you usually do when I'm gone?
Patrick : Wait for you to come back.

(npm)

simple, :) like this!

:(

2009-10-27T14:24:00.000-07:00

"Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. ‘Pooh?’ he whispered.
‘Yes, Piglet?’
‘Nothing,’ said Piglet, taking Pooh’s hand. ‘I just wanted to be sure of you."

(npm)

*Always did this when i was child. especially when i went to sleep. just to make sure they were surrounding me. miss my family :)

nice day

2009-10-19T14:24:00.002-07:00

hari ini cuacanya enak bgt. ga panas panas banget, dan berangin.sipp kann?. Biasanya kalo cuaca udah membaik kaya gini, anak anak kampus gw suka pada ngampar di halaman kampus. Mereka suka bgt duduk duduk di rumput gtu. Nah yang biasanya gw ngadem aja di kantin ato lobby, akhirnya gw dan temen gw--zakia nyobain duduk duduk di depan sambil bawa makanan dan minuman kaya mau piknik gitu. niatnya sih kita mau nungguin temen gw satu lagi yang masih kelas.

dan sangking lamanya nungguin temen gw--rawan sampe sampe kita ngbrl udah ga tau ngmngin apa. Tiba tiba naluri ngegosip gw dateng..

gw bilang gini ke zakia. "do u know, there're 3 girls, and they always go together everytime and everywhere."

trus tmn gw bilang "oh yea?. who?"

tapi gw ga mau mention orangnya. dan gw juga ga kenal bgt sama itu tiga cw, cuman karena gw sering banget ngeliat mereka bertigaan. jadi gw pengen ceritain aja ke tmn gw.

trus gw bilang "i dont know their name, but two of them really beautiful. white skin, black hair, type of beautiful local girl. but the other one is the opposite, is that weird?"

padahal sebnernya kalo gw pikir pikir ga aneh sih, cuman yah kaya janggal aja gtu kan yah. kesian si satu orang yg ga secantik tu cw duaan. ntr orang orang pasti ngeliatinnya kan ke itu cw duaan doang soalnya.hehe.

gw bukannya mau mendiskriminasi sih. gw cuman iseng aja lagian ngmng gtu.

trus temen gw dengan kurang ajarnya malah ngmng gini "hey, they're lucky man, they only have one girl who different. In our group, rawan has 2 girls that different with her. it's me and you..hahahahha"

F Y zakia.

FYI, biasanya kalo di kampus gw bareng bareng sama zakia dan rawan kalo break. nah kebetulan si rawan ini memang cantik dan gw dan zakia yang biasa aja gtu. makanya si zakia tadi malahan bilang kalo di grup kita malah ada dua orang yang ga sebanding sama si rawan. yaitu gw dan dia. haha..oke kayanya kita harus mundur dari rawan hey zakia.. :D :D

depapepe

2009-10-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

Watch this!

2009-10-07T13:15:00.000-07:00

"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up”.

—(wishfulthinking-morethanthemoonandthestars-mycircleofcomfort-redefiningreality- overactiveimagination )

scottish week..finished..

2009-10-07T11:16:00.001-07:00

Today is the last day of Scottish cultural week in my uni, but i missed it! i missed the food actually. i was attending that event only the beginning because i had class at 06.00-07.15. when i come back to the place, they were just finished their dishes. and nothing left FOR ME!---even the yummy Scottish biscuits.
actually, the beginning was not bad, there was so-called "ceremony". I like when the men playing pipes while the scottish entered the auditorium. so cool :)
and they were wearing tartans with suits on the top. really scottish!
* the thing that i wondered about scottish was, why the scottish men doesn't have *u*t when they're using the tartan skirt?--no offense

Next week we have the similar event, it'll be about French culture week. But until now i dont know what kind of activities it would be.
and it'll be the same as this week, I guess!. not that busy, but it'll be lil tiring. bcause i have 2 quizes and 2 big assignments during the week. S!.

gottago!.

kruyuk kruyuk...

2009-10-05T12:19:00.000-07:00

i had so much to do today and am really tired and its mean REALLY tired. actually today i had long break time, which is from 1.30-06.00 but i have to study for IT. So, i met my friends to review the chptr but its end up with gossiping and talking. BUT at least, we're trying to read the book while talking.---defense

this IT quiz was really amazing bcause i spent lot of time to study. on the weekend, i was trying to study for the quiz all night long. i read 2 chapters but i cant got it. also yesterday i was trying again to study but i just covered the 1st chapter. i dont know i cant focus for any quiz last and this week. The bad thing is... our quiz covered 2 chpts and the teacher gave us time only 10 minutes to do it. ITS NOT FAIR!.. it took hours or days to study and its end up only for 10 minutes??. but thanks God, i did it well maybe only 2 questions that im not sure.

then, this week my uni has an event --its called Scottish week. bcause am part of this event so, i have to get involved and its lil tiring.
today, we watched movie from Scotland its started from 7.30-9.10. and guess what, i thought i cannot go home bcause all the bus already gone. and my phone was low batt so i cant call the driver!.i tried to borrow my friend's phone but the problem was, the driver's number was in my phone..GOOD ONE, man it was sad!!.
suddenly, there's a bus in the parking. but when i asked him the destination, its not going to my place. whatsoever! i took that bus to abudhabi, then i took taxi to my place.

finally im homeee!!..am really hungry but i dont have any energy (lebay) to go to the kitchen.
i haven't eat any kind of rice today. and i miss rice so badly!.
so am gonna meet my beloved rice in a minute. GTG.

Eat, Pray, Love

2009-09-30T12:54:00.000-07:00

recently, I've got no idea what do i suppose to write. BLANK BLANK AND BLANK. you can see from my updated blog. there're no stories. only picture, picture, and quotes.

i was reading my new book. i just bought it last week in kinokuniya, dubai. EAT, PRAY, and LOVE. as long as i read, i like the story. It's about the author's journey to Italia, India, and Indonesia--Lucky I's?. why?. because she found the pleasure from those countries. and she found her love in Indonesia. thats why am interested with the book.

quote from the book

"i'm here. i love you. i dont care if you need to stay up crying all night long, i will stay with you. if you need the medication again, go ahead and take it---I will love you through that, as well. If you dont need the medication, i will love you too. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. i will protect you until you die, and after your death i will still protect you. i am stronger than depression and i am braver than loneliness and nothing will exhaust me."

conversation between her and herself.

i like that, it's show me how my self love me so much. better than everything, everyone. the most loyal person ever in my life.

maaf lahir batin..

2009-09-20T12:26:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya idul fitri 1430 h..

..

2009-09-19T12:07:00.000-07:00

" I wanna remember exactly how we became friends in the first place, a
definite starting line that i can visit again and again. He's A story i want to
know from page one."

sweetheart,

movies

2009-09-17T11:09:00.000-07:00

*My Sister's Keeper*

Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.

*The Time Traveler's Wife*

Clare has been in love with Henry her entire life. She believes they are destined to be together, even though she never knows when they will be separated: Henry is a time traveler--cursed with a rare genetic anomaly that causes him to live his life on a shifting timeline, skipping back and forth through his lifespan with no control. Despite the fact that Henry's travels force them apart with no warning, Clare desperately tries to build a life with her one true love.

i really wanna watch both of them!!.

swine flu

2009-09-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

"post secret"

funny!!..

august and you you

2009-09-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

liburan 3 minggu kemaren gw pulang ke indonesia. what a holiday!! walopun ga seasik kalo bukan bulan puasa yaaahh..tapi gapapa lahh yang penting masih bisa ketemu sama orang orang yang pengen gw ketemuin..
contohnya, gw ketemu sama si mbah setelah sekian lama nunggu nunggu kapan bisa ketemu lagi. terus gw juga ketemu sama temen temen SD, SMP, SMA, dan tetangga gw yang kalo boleh lebay udah ampir 5 tahunan ga ketemu!..
Tapi sebenernya gara gara lagi bulan puasa justru tmn tmn gw lagi pada libur, jadi masih sempet lah buka buka puasa bareng mereka..

oh iya PALING PENTING..
karena gw udah lama ga ketemu sama si mbah..jadi pertama ketemu dia di airport bikin gw pengen ketawa..kenapa?.
karena gw lagi mati gaya (semua orang yang kenal gw tau itu).. jadi ceritanya gini, pas gw udah beres dari imigrasi gw keluar pintu sambil nyari nyari seseorang yang jemput gw.tapi ternyata belom ada dianya. trus yaudah mondar mandir dulu sebentar. trus beberapa menit kemudian eh gw ngeliat si mbah...sumpah ga tau kenapa gw bingung mau ngmng apa. dan gw harus gimana aja gw juga ga tau. goblok bgt kann. jadi ya jalan keluar yang paling bae ketawa ketawa aja dulu (seandainya ada tannya pasti gw bakalan ajak dia buat nemenin gw ketawa bareng).
tapi lama kelamaan udah ngga gitu ko. karena gw juga bukan orang gila yang ketawa terus tanpa sebab.
--i was so glad when i saw him standing over there, thanks for picked me up mbah..

selama gw di indo juga gw maen maen ke bandung, tujuannya sih gw pengen ketemu aja sama tmn tmn smp gw yang di tembagapura. kebetulan kebanyakan tmn smp gw pada tinggal di bandung. jadi tmn tmn gw itu pada bikin reuni kecil kecilan disana.
gw ketemu sama dinda, madank, lala, amat, charlie, tossa, raissa, daly. ternayata mereka ga banyak berubah loh. yang berubah cuman dulu kalo ngmng pake bhs papua kalo sekang pake bhs sunda. dan pas disuruh pada pake bhs papua lagi pada diem!..
bagian yang nyebelinnya adalah. rencananyanya kita mau buka puasa bareng, tau doong jam buka puasa itu jam brapa??..iya bner jam 6!!.tapi yang dateng jam segitu baru ber-4 aja dulu. yang laen pada masih molor di rumahnya terutama si KETUA ANGKATAN! yang paling ngaret sedunia.
seperti reuni reuni biasanya. topik pembicaraan pasti pas jaman jaman masih bareng dulu dan itu buat kangen rasanya sama tembagapura (kecuali omongan charlie yang ngga banget itu).. gw pengen reunian lagi!!.tapi seluruh angkatan gitu biar serunya pas..

kaya liburan biasanya, gw ke indo ga pernah absen ketemu sama tmn tmn dkt gw! ines, ayu, sare, dan tmn tmn smp gw yg di bgr. kalo ga ketemu mereka ga lengkap lah pokonya. tapi gw ga sempet "ngbrol" sama iness!!. padahal gw udah pengen bgt ngbrl sama diaaa. sibuk sih lo nes ah..ketinggalan info dari gw kan lo jadinya. (kalo lo baca ini, cepet tanya ke gw infonya apaan)..

pokonya liburan gw kemaren itu cukup nyenengin, dari pada harus diem disini menikmati musim panas di abudhabi (yang sbnernya gw yakin itu namanya bukan nikmat)..

actually, it was really what am expected to..

amnesia

2009-08-10T12:10:00.000-07:00

Gw sekarang lagi mood buat posting lagi. Sebelom sebelomnya gw emang ga mood dan belom sempet buat posting soalnya kuliah gw lagi padet banget, banyak test dan segala rupanya. Tadi gw abis ada quiz terakhir di semster ini. I didnt do it well for the first class which is psychology!.kenapa?.. soalnya pas lagi belajar gw bner bner lagi sakit perut dan gw masih harus belajar GCC setelah itu..jadi aga aga ga karuan belajarnya.tapi sepertinya it'll be ok selama gurunya masih sayang sama gw.haha

in the same time, gw lagi nntn 50 first dates. ini bukan pertama kalinya gw nntn film ini. Tapi ini pertama kalinya gw tau kalo sebnernya emang ada lo amnesia seperti di 50 first dates.
FYI, amnesia yang si drew barrymore ini namanya anterograde amnesia, dimana si penderita ngga bisa memproses informasi informasi baru yang dia dapet. penderita amnesia jenis ini, memory dia yang dulu dulu ga ilang. cuma karena si otak ngga bisa mengambil informasi dari memory dan memproseskannya makanya dia ngga bisa inget apa apa..dan amnesia ini jenis yang paling common di bandingin jenis retrograde amnesia (retrograde = ga bisa inget masa lalu)..kalo di persenin, 98% orang yang punya penyakit amnesia terkena anterogarde, dan 2%nya retrograde.

Tapi kalo di pikir pikir sinetron indonesia kebanyakan nayangin retrograde..dan cara pengobatanya juga sakti banget lagi...tinggal di pukul di tempat yang pernah kena benturan. udah deh ingetannya kembali lagi...*penyembuhan yang aneh..
jadi begitulah penjelasannya tentang penyakit 50 first dates...--hebatnya gw bisa menjelaskan..huaha..

oke silahkan di mengerti sendiri tulisan gw...

short story

2009-07-26T13:01:00.000-07:00

3 harian yang lalu gw lagi liat liat blog temen gw..dan dia nulis tentang jaman jaman masih smp..waktu gw baca ko gw aga aga kaget yahh..bneran tuh orang yang ada di cerita dia itu gw?.ko kayanya aga aga malu maluin yahh?..oboooyy..

jadi gini ceritanya..dia ini temen sekelas gw kelas 1 smp..dan ga tau kenapa gw jadi deket sama ni anak..---eh iya gw tau kenapa pin!..dulu kan kita sama sama sekertaris..ya kann??..dan gw juga sring nyontek ke dia (kan ketauan)..maklum lah temen gw ini memang pinter.
nah pas deket deket deket....ga taunya kita sama sama menyukai si duo maut!..kalo mau baca cerita ttg salah satu keculun dan kekampungnya gw waktu smp silahkan di baca blog temen gw disini.

tapi kalo udah baca jgn menganggap gw anak smp yang kecentilan lo yaaa..namanya juga baru masuk smp..baru berasa..wow gw udah pake putih biru looohhh...jadi harap di maklumi...x)

"kutipan dari seorang teman"

2009-07-25T13:24:00.000-07:00

senja

aku pendosa,

senja.

aku menunggu-mu,

senja.

setelah beberapa dasawarsa,
pendosa itu bertemu senja..

aku jatuh untuk-mu,

senja.

menatap-mu,
aku tak henti menatap-mu,

aku,
dengan senyum-mu,

kagum,
aku,

memeluk-mu senyap,
menyentuh-mu.

tapi..
ya, tapi..
suatu cerita tentang seseorang tidak akan lengkap tanpa ada kata tapi,

senja,
aku jatuh akan-mu
tapi angin tidak menghalauku..

senja,
aku 'hidup' dengan-mu
tapi aku tidak merasakan nafas-ku..

senja,
aku tidak pernah berfikir untuk berlari menemui senja,
namun aku berlari.

senja,
'aku' milik-mu
tapi itu bukan aku.

senja,
aku ingin melihatmu berjalan bersamaku

hanya berjalan,
senja.

bukan bersandingan.

salah dan maaf,
aku,
hanya seorang pendosa.

----

Idham Rahmanarto,

Note: dam lo memang selalu dalem kalo bikin kata kata..ckckck..

summer

2009-07-22T13:38:00.000-07:00

minggu minggu ini lagi banyak banget "kegiatan kegiatan penting" gw yang harus gw pending dulu..
semenjak gw memulai summer course gw, gw jadi ngga bisa beraktivitas dengan lega. Setiap hari kerjaan gw di kampus aja dari pagi sampe sore..udah 4 hari ini kerjaan gw itu bangun jam 6, ke kampus jam 8, kelas jam 10, break jam 12, ada kelas lagi jam 2 sampe jam 4..

kegiatan kegiatan itu membuat gw makin cinta sama tidur..selama perjalanan gw ke kampus gw selalu tidur. trus balik kampus gw pasti tidur lagi sampe maleman..trus abis itu makan, ngerjain tugas, internetan, daaaann tidur lagii..

karena setiap hari kejaan gw itu melulu..jadi gw ga sempet ngerjain kegiatan kegiatan (aga ngga) penting gw..yaituu..
nntn boys before flower yang belom terselesaikan, terus nntn kambing jantan the movie yang udah muncul di youtube, nntn harry potter, beresin kamar, mendownload lagu lagu baru, mengupload foto foto liburan di facebook, baca buku yang baru dibeli, dan juga chattingan.

summer course kali ini gw ngambil subject psychology sama GCC..sebnernya salah banget gw ngambil dua subject ini berbarengan..karena dua duanya itu sanggat butuh belajar yang regularly. tapi berhubung kalo summer subjectnya terbatas..jadi ya mau ga mau..

gw suka bgt belajar psychology!!..asik..gw paling suka kalo ngbahas ttg manusia..kayanya manusia tuh hal yang complicated tapi menarik..semakin complicated semakin pengen tau...ya ngga?..maka dari itu gw suka mengobserve dan lebih suka dengerin cerita orang lain dari pada gw yang mesti cerita..
kalo aja disini ada jurusan psykolog!..hihh langsung pindah major deh gw..

kalo pelajaran GCC..gw ga terlalu suka..GCC itu pelajaran ttg arab gulf states kaya abudhabi, dubai, kuwait, bahrain, saudi arabia, dll.. itu pelajarannya mengenai culturenya, ekonominya, bisnisnyaa..gelooooo deh pokonya..ini pelajaran yang harus banyak banyak baca artikel, buku, berita..mana ada cerita gw suka sama berita?..tapi demiiiiii nilai bagus..gw harus suka sama pelajaran ini..lagian guru yang ngajarnya juga lumayan enak..

yasudah dehh...ngantuk bgt dah gw kayanya...

PS: hari minggu gw ada test psy..wish me luck bagi siapapun yang membaca!!...

turkey-jordan

2009-07-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

just came back from my vacation!!.i was traveling to Turkey-Istanbul and Jordan-Amman with family..it was FUN and tiring!!..also it's making my brain quite fresher than before..
we're traveling for 8 days, 4 days we spent in Istanbul and was awesome. i like it very much!!..the city look like somewhere in Indonesia (indonesiaaa lagi!)..but unfortunately we weren't going to ankara, ankara is the capital city of turkey and it placed in asia region..

so here's the things..

1st day
we spent our day in istiqlal street..Istiqlal street is the centre of the city in istanbul..there are many old building..isi isi buildingnya segala macem toko..semua ada deh dari yang ga bermerek sampe ga bermerekk!!. toko sepatu, toko ikan, toko barang barang lucu, restoran, club, bioskop, pokonya lengakap deh..trus banyak cafe cafe asik..padahal jalan itu sempit banget.. hari hari biasa aja rame apa lagi kalo malem minggu penuuuuuuuuhhh banget..

2nd day
we're going around the city by double dekker bus and stopped at the ayasophia (St. sophia museum)..The design of the building was cool..its look like cruch but there's a dome (apa dong tuh namanya)..nah, the wondering thing is..on the ceiling, there is a writing of allah on the right, and muhammad on the left and between them there is a picture of bunda maria..its really show a peace between religion.
then, we wre going to blue mosque. its just an ususal mosque but the dome is blue..that's it. after thet we wre going to Topkapi museum. there are many prophets' stuffs like nabi muhammad's swords, bow, and beard, nabi musa's cane (that he used to split up the red sea), and soooo many things..

3rd day
we were going to asia part of turkey..turkey is very unique! because it has two parts of region.. the one- which is istanbul placed in europe and the other one in asia..and they accept both currency which r euro and lyra..

terusss kita CRUISING di laut......... (tapi gw lupa laut apa ya namanya)..pokonya, that sea is the border between europe and asia..tapi setelah diliat liat, the asia part is better than europe..because the city wasnt really crowded (kayanya) and there r many cozy villas near by the sea.

4th day
we're cruising again..dan gara gara dua hari berturut turut ke laut mulu, kulit gw mennn!!..jadi aga kehitam hitaman..tapi tetep manis koo..huekhuek..ehemm..

5th day
we're going to the shopping mall and i think it was the only shoping mall there-ksian..disitu gw menemukan surga gw..karena akhirnya gw bisa makan enak!!...selama 4 hari di istanbul cuman sekali doang makan nasi..dan di mall ini lah gw menemukan makanan cina...thanks god i found you (NASII!!)..dan setelah itu, we're leaving istanbul..

nah sekarang kita ke Jordan-amman..

pas gw baru nyampe di jordann..perasaan gw ko aga aga ga suka ya sama jordann..abisan hawa hawa panasnya udah kecium sama idung gw..dan bisa di bilang kotanya masih bagusan abudhabi--jauuuuuuhh..walaupun begitu saya suka jordan..especially DEAD SEA!!..ai lop yu dead sea..

1st day
we just looking around the city and we're visiting citadel-citadel is archaeology museum. it was wonderful, so many big pillars and i feel like im in greece (ngarep).abis itu ke roman theater dan itu ampir ampir sama kaya coliseum jadi berasa lagi liburan ke itali gitu (ngarep lagi)..thats all for the first day..
PS: it was making my skin darker!

sorry for the interuption--nyadar ga kalo makin kesini ceritanya makin pendek?..cangkel abisan.

2nd day
DEAD SEA...here i comeeeeee..tapi sebelom ke dead sea mampir mampir dulu deh ke mount nebo..itu tempat memorialnya nabi musa a.s, di situ tempat nabi musa bilang ke umatnya kalo di situ (suatu kota yang dia kasih liat ke umatnya) adalah tanah harapan (promise land/hope land) untuk umat umatnya..nah itu dia yang sekarang lagi di rebutin sama israel dan palestine..
terus kita ke baptism site..menutrut kepercayaannya agama kristen sih itu tempat waktu jesus di baptis..di baptism site itu juga ada jordan river..yang manaaaaa (bahasanya) river itu adalah permbatas israel dan jordan..
tapi kalo kata gw sih..ga guna bgt sungainya (dengan kata lain selokan yang aga besar)..orang lebarnya aja cuman kurang lebih dua meter..berenang dua kali gaya kodok juga nyampe..
abis itu ke dead sea!!..meeennn gw cinta bgt hari ituu..
dead sea was really cool..di deket dead sea itu ada kolam renangnya..dan sebnernya gw menghabiskan waktu di kolam renang bukan di dead seanya..
pertama gw ke dead sea..kayanya gw merasa seperti anak kampung yang ga pernah ngambang di aer..hehe..
abisan bener lohh..kalo tiduran di dead sea ga bakalan tenggelem..ngambang aja terus..tapiii gw ga tahan..perih bgt aernya kalo kena mata ato luka..
FYI, dead sea itu mengandung kadar garam yang sangat tinggi, sehingga apa pun yang berada di permukaannya bakalan ngambang. ga ada ikan yang idup disitu apalagi ikan cupang..dan kalo di rasakan..tekstur aernya beda banget..kaya aga aga kentel gimana gituu...perlu berapa kilo garamkah yang didibutuhkan untuk membuat dead sea?..
and reselut of the end of the day is...kulit gw makin HITAM..

4th day
PETA=PETRA=AMAZING..so?...peta is amazing..thank you..heheh
have u seen transformer?..one of the shooting locations was on Petra, jordan..jadi (lagi) gw merasa mirip megan fox ketika gw di sana (ngarep!! tapi sayangnya bibir gw ga seksi kaya dia)..haha..
oke thats the end..

tambahan!!..gw punya nama baru selama di jordan..yaitu ASMA...kenapa?..
gw juga bingung..gara garanya supir yang suka nganterin keluarga gw selama di jordan susah menghafal nama gw..jadinya dia ngasih nama gw asma seperti nama istrinya...
loh ko nama orang di ganti ganti..

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what a day..

2009-07-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

good week!!...karenaa..minggu ini gw udah ga usah mikirin kuliah lagii...Summer break emang paling the best *slogan abis..
kemaren gw abis dari corniche sama kk gw..ceritanya mau sunbathing!!(so iye)..padahal ga ada sunnya jugaa gituu..hehe..soalnya gw sama kk gw datengnya sore sorean biar adem..kebayang aja kan ya summer di abudhabi, terus ke pantai siang siang menurut lo?...*FYI panasnya summer disini kira kira 45 degree and above..

sumpah ternyata enak bgt ke pantainya kalo sore sore...pengen berenang bgt sebernya kemaren itu..cuman karena awalnya gw ga niat mau basah basahan jadi ga ada persiapan deehh...ahhh menyesal sekali!!..

abis balik dari corniche gw di jemut bokap dan ternyata bokap gw itu lagi mau nganterin ade gw futsal di salah satu sporthallnya universitas disini..pertamanya sih gw ga kepikiran ttg uni itu. tapi pas udah nyampe lokasi...woooooow!..universitas apaan nih??..sangat cool..nama uninya tuh Petroleum Institute..area kampusnya bener bener gede bgt..dan mulailah gw kepikiran buat nnya bokap...

gw: pah...kampusnya bagus bgt yah..
bokap: iya..bagus nih uninya..
gw: ko waktu itu peta ga ngeapply ke sini aja?
bokap: gimana peta mau kuliah disini..orang ketemu sama matematika aja nangis mulu!!..
gw:!@#$%^&*

okeee...emang gw ga pantes kali yah buat yang ada hawa hawa math..

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tadi gw jalan jalan sama kk gw..ceritanya mau cari cari sesuatu yg bisa di pake buat liburan ntr...gayaaa bgt kan yaahhh..hehe
seperti biasa, gw dan kk (nyokap juga sbnernya) pasti dan selalu beli barang yang sama!!..kalo ga sama rasanya ada yang kurang soalnyaaa..

abis pulang dari jalan jalan ituu..gw langsung aja nongkrong depan leptop..dannnn ehhh si bestfriend gw yang sudah lama gw tunggu tunggu online jugaa!!..woooy soobb kangen bgt gw sama loo!..
akhirnya gw bisa cerita cerita juga sama diaaa setelah sekian lama..
si shbt gw ini tadi menceritakan ttg pacarnya gituu..sumpah gw ngakak bgt bacanya.. si pacarnya ini bner bner gelo sih kalo menurut gw...ya coba di bayangkan aja kalo lo punya pacar tapi pacar lo tukang komentar...hhiiiiihh kaya cw aja suka kometar yee..
contoh: eh ko poni kamu panjang bgt sih, potong dong! --pas udah di potong--..panjangin dong poninya!..kependekan tuh!!..hih!!!!...
terus yang kedua nih yahh..tadi tmn gw tiba tiba bilang..

"ta..nomer gw baru"
P: berapa nomer lo?, kenapa ganti lagi?
"biasaaaa pacar gw..Masa dia bilang kmrn nomer gw bocor lagi ke cowo..dan masa katanya gw harus ganti nomer setiap 2 bln sekali"
P: hahahahahahahha...pacar lo emang paling the best bgt!..

gimana menurut kalian kalo ada orang yang kaya gituu??

last thing!..
besok tmn gw mau ke aussie!!...walopun gw emang udah ga ketemu dia semnjak gw pindah dari malaysia tapi gw aga sedih juga!!..pasti ketemu lo lagi bakalan susah deh re!!...
raissa take care yoo!...inget sama gw disana..kalo ada bule bule surfer lucu bisa di kirimin satu buat...........NIVA....heheheh..

GTG...ngantuukk!..

anyone?

2009-06-20T12:04:00.000-07:00

The Day That I went Home - Swan Dive

Until - Swan Dive

anyone has the songs?...its hard to find the song to be downloaded!!..if someone have it...share please!!..

y= mx + b :.make me hungry

2009-06-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

lately, my days was disaster...kacau semuanyaa!!..aahhhh.. my grade for Eng and math quizes wasn't really good..AND im not doing well on math midterm test last thrsday..*hope* on sunday i'll have a good luck..bcos eng midterm test will be on tht day..

i just dont get it..why i cant be a "friend" with "x and y"??..and i think i wanna say.."excuse me..could you please just remove those x and y?...my eyes become juling wooii!!"..sebnernya kalo ga lagi test gw lancar nyelesain soal soal kaya bgituu..cuman kalo lagi test liat soalnya aja gw langsung jiper..kayanya gw mengalami test anxiety..so next time i need to be relax!!...

im hungry now!!..i just finished my shawarma but its not enough..(as you know, i wanna gaining my weight).. shawarma is (i think) middle east traditional food..the taste's really good!!...you should try someday people!!..its kind of sandwhich..the bread shape is circle..and it filled by chicken or beef, fries, pickels, garlic paste, and chili souce..really yummy!!..me and my mom's favorite food..we used to buy it at lebanese flower resto...its the best shawarma in abudahbi..*katanya sih begituu*...

so if there's people have a plan to go to middle east..should try this food.. i recommended..xD

12:46

2009-06-15T13:03:00.000-07:00

im updating my blog now..

gw sebnernya udah nyoba buat posting blog dari kemaren kemaren..cuman setiap lagi nulis pasti ada aja gangguannya..jadi tulisan gw yg ada malah numpuk aja gitu di draft...dan pas gw liat liat lagi kayanya gw udah males nerusin tulisan gw yang itu..

malem malem gini tuh waktu yg paling pas bgt buat mencurahkan isi hati *plis bgt dongg itu kata katanya ga usah sampe sbegitunyaa!!*.. dan skrng gw lagi dengerin lagunya efek rumah kaca "Desember"..aduuhh gimana bgt deh dengernya..jadi kangen BOGOR!!.. kalo ini lagu di dengerin di bgr kayanya pas bgt...malem malem..sambil baca buku ato ngelamun ngeliat keluar jendela trus lagi ujan ujan kecil gtuu..ahhhhh tenang bgt kayanyaa..

"aku selalu suka sehabis hujan di bulan desember"

take me back to bogor dooongg someone!!..

tapi sbnernya gw ga suka ujan sih, takut malahan..dan biasanya kalo lg di bgr pun gw ga pernah melakukan hal seperti yg di atas (soalnya terlalu sinetron bgt gtu yh)..jadi ini gw cuman mengandai andai saja kawan..mungkin karena gw sangat jarang sekali melihat dan merasakan hujann di negeri gersang nan banyak debu ini di tambah lagi sekarang sedang summer..jadi suasana ujan bikin gw pengen balik ke bgr..

studying about ashton..

2009-05-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

besok gw exam dan ada 12 chapter!!..dari tadi belajar sih tapi di selingi dengan istirahat yg cukup panjang..dan skrng istirahat gw udah kelamaan..udah 3 jam kayanyaaaa..gw mau belajar cuman stuck di depan kmptr..dengan begonya gw malah nyari cover filmnya a lot like love yg abis gw tonton lagi semalem..

*how cool..ASHTON!!*

wish me luck everybody!!..

17

2009-05-07T12:08:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Mbaaaahhhh...

sleepy

2009-04-29T13:41:00.000-07:00

ngantuk

percakapan malam hari pada diri sendiri..

2009-04-26T11:58:00.000-07:00

i have a test next Tuesday...i need to study maaaann...tapi ko males bgt yah rasanya?..im sure, all of ths must be caused by facebook and friends..hehehe..iyalahh..kenapa lagi klo ngga gara gara internet sialan!..the biggest reason why I became too lazy.. TERLALU SERING NONGKRONGIN LAPTOP..padahal apa lagi sih yang mau diliat?..saya sendiri juga bingung..

sebnernya udah banyak bgt alasan yang tepat supaya gw meninggalkan BAD HABIT ini..

Bokap dan nyokap gw udah mau muntah sepertinya marahin gw kalo lagi di depan kmptr..
Kerjaan gw ga ada yang beres..contohh, kalo lagi nonton..filmnya belom abis udah balik lagi ke komputer..hahaha
Mata gw lama lama bisa jereng liatin monitor..
Dengan munculnya windows life family safety (dan gw ga tau kenapa bisa tiba tiba ada di lptop gw) mau ngapa ngapin ribet..harus ask ask permission segala..(GIMANA SIHH CARA NGILANGINNYA!!!)..safak sabasenget!..
dan berbagai alasan lainnya yang masih harus di pikirkan..

yaallah..kembalikanlah rutinitas saya yang asik itu...kalo begini terus..my life seems useless, u know..
gimana ga useless..ini aja yang niatnya mau belajar malah nulis blog..dan sekarang udah jam setengah 12..dan artinya jam gw (di paksa untuk) tidur..jadi belajarnya besok gtu maksutnya?..ngga lahh...enak aja belajar besok..ga nyadar pet kalo ada 4 chapter ntr selasa?..

i need to study now..

1 2 3 4 .. i love youu..

2009-04-19T10:28:00.000-07:00

Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4


1, 2 - 1, 2, 3, 4



Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not



Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2 - 1, 2, 3, 4



There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you



Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends



Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2 - 1, 2, 3, 4



There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you



You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2 - 1, 2, 3, 4



There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you



1, 2, 3, 4

I love you

I love you

once..

2009-04-18T11:26:00.000-07:00

I wants to try some kind of games that test my courage..at least once in my lifetime..haha (itu juga kalo gw mampu dan berani)

1. Bungee Jumping

2. Skydiving

3. Go to stratosphere tower, las Vegas

you might be think this is only ordinary tower, but try to look carefully..

*There is a theme park on the top of the tower*

*look at the first picture, and imagine!*

*doesn't matter night or day, DEG DEGannya pasti sama!!*

*bisa di bayangkan bukan?*

well..after i noticed, everything seems thrilling...

lovely town..**

2009-04-17T13:52:00.000-07:00

nah kelanjutannya..

abis smua masalah laknat itu selesai..baru deh gw bisa bernafas dengan lega..gw juga udah mulai deket bgt sama "DAMUJERS" (masih pada inget ga yah?).. damujers tuh nama tim basketnya sebagian cw cw angkatan gw..

*damujers..ga ada resky dan lala*

yah pokonya kita selalu seneng seneng lahh layaknya anak anak smp yang lagi lucu lucunya..main, gossip, belajar bareng, ngaji bareng (serius?), sampe masak bareng.. jaman smp emang seru bgt lah..kalo udah istirahat yang jam siang wah pasti asik bgt..abis pada makan bekel pasti langsung ke playground trus maen donal bebek, buaya buayaan, ayunan, ato permainan apapun lah itu..ayunan tuh bener bener favorit gw banget dari awal pindah ke sana..paling asik kalo ayunannya udah tinggi bgt..seakan akan tuhh perasaan langsung seneng..hahaha

*playground, kalo udah istrahat pasti penuh sama anak sd dan smp*

*bisa di lihat dari wajah gw, kalo gw lagi seneng bgt*

selain main ayunan biasanya kita suka main buaya buayaan..wah kalo udah maen ini pasti seru..jadi klo main permainan ini..kita ga boleh nginjek rumput, kalo nginjek kita bisa di kejar trus di kena'in sama yang lagi jadi buayanya..jadi kita harus naik di antara permainan permainan yang ada di playground. bisa naek prosotan, ato apapun lah yang ada disituu..nah waktu itu ceritanya kita lagi main ini..jadi kita sibuk lari larian nyari tempat yang paling pas supaya ga di kenain sama si buaya...kebetulan di playground itu aja perosotan yang kaya terowongan gtu..jadi otomatis si buaya ga bisa masuk..tapi ga taunya pas gw masuk ke prosotan itu...udah bnyk bgt tmn tmn gw yang juga lagi pada ngumpet di situu...udah penuh dan sumpek bgt di dalem..tapi dari pada di kenain sama si buaya..yaudah smuanya anteng anteng aja sembunyi di situ..nah pas si buaya lagi usaha nyentuh kita yang lagi di dalem..suasana makin panas ajaa..pada tereak tereak sambil ketawa di dalem perosotan ini..dan tiba tiba...."BROOOOOOT"...gilaaaa suara apaan tuhh..mmmhh..mana wanginya mantep bgt lagii..hha ternayata si R kentut (nama di samarkan)...dan kebayang doong di tempat sumpek penuh orang..ada bau kentut, bau kaos kaki, mana ada yang lagi makan..kebayang?..

*ini salah satu tempat buat maen buaya buayaan, tapi bukan perosotan ini yang gw omongin di atas*

ada satu lagi cerita tentang si R (yang kentut tadi) ini yang kalo lagi main pasti ada aja yang bikin pengen ketawa..jadi ceritanya kita lagi main patung patungan..di permainan ini kita kita harus jadi patung..dan ga boleh ketawa..yang lagi jadi, dia harus gangguin orang yang lagi jadi patung supaya bergerak. singkatnya...kita semua lagi pada jadi patung..dan si R ini lagi di gangguin sama yang lagi jadi...mungkin si R ini udah pengen ketawa sebnernya, cuman dia tahan tahan...dan gw ga tau kenapaa..mungkin efek dari nahan ketawa...tiba tiba dari idungnya keluar balon..yah lo pasti tau lah balon itu terbuat dari apaa..dan akhirnya semua yang lagi pada jadi patung ketawa ngakak smua gara gara balonnya si R..emang si R ini selalu jadi bahan ketwaan..bukan karena dia seperti badut..cuman dia itu memang lucu bgt..dari kelakuan, omongan, sampe lagi marah aja tetep lucuu...hehe

*kalo lagi maen patung patungan nah di tempat yang ini*

yah begitulah kalo lagi istirahat, pasti seru dan bikin males masuk pelajaran berikutnya..semenjak kelas tiga kita jadi lebih sering bermain sambil belajar (bukan belajar sambil bermain), ga cuman di skolah aja..tapi kita jadi lebih sering main main ke rumah temen (bukan ke mall, maklumlah disini cuman ada shopping center dan bukan kaya mall mall yang ada di jkt) kalo udah kumpul begini biasanya kita suka bikin ikan cakalang..kalo udah bikin ini pasti seru..mana tmn tmn gw kalo udah bikin ini pedes bgt lagi..jadi kadang kadang gw suka ga bisa makan ikan ini gara gara pedessssssss nya parah bgt!..trus kalo lagi weekend kita suka berenang di rainbow ridge, jalan jalan ke hutan yg ada di RR (kita emang anak gunung), makan di coffee shop, yah pokonya jalan jalan menghilangkan kestressan pas mau UAN...

*muka muka lucu kalo abis berenang*

*abis UAN, di batu besar*

*di rumah irna sama beby, pas mau perpisahan*

jadi pengen balik lagi kesana rasanyaaa...kumpul kumpul sama angkatan tare c vans pasti seru bgt dehh!!...

lovely town..*

2009-04-17T11:51:00.000-07:00

udah beberapa hari ini gw lagi demen bgt baca bacain blog orang..gw lagi suka baca blognya ade ade kelas gw (pinka dan ayu terutama) waktu sekolah di YPJ tembagapura dulu..jadi pengen ikut ngmngin TPRA..because it's remind me of something..something i wont forget even if I lost memory (lebay dikit)..ngga tau kenapa, hampir smua orang yang pernah tinggal tembagapura pasti pengen balik lagi kesana..gw aja yang cuman 1,5 tahun tinggal disanaa, rasanya pengen bgt balik lagi ke tembagapura..ga heran, temen temen gw yang emang kebanyakan lahir ato udah berbelas belas tahun disana masih pada mengenang ni kota ajaa.

*tembagapura, (nah kalo gw tinggalnya di Hidden Valley)

the first time i heard "TEMBAGAPURA" which is in papua, i thought the town will be like hell, hot, doesn't develop, and so on dehh..but the fact is my thought was TRUE!!...i felt like in the cold hell.. why??.. because new girl in town always placed in the hell!!..for those people who are school there, they must be know my "SWEET" STORY (sangking sweetnya sampe ingin muntah), ryt?.. but all the hell things only 1% of my wonderful experiences. because the really really fact is.. I LOVE THIS SCHOOL AND TOWN SO MUCH..

gw pindah kesana pada bulan maret 2004 dan ketika itu wajah saya masih polos sekali sama seperti sekarang ini..hmmmm...my first day in school was amazing..bisa di bayangkan..
1. gw salah kostum (gw malah pake baju trening yang biasanya mereka pake kalo hari jumat)..
2. gw pake tas kecil (padahal setelah gw liat liat, tas mereka besar).
3. setiap ganti pelajaran gw harus memperkenal kan diri gw di depan kelas (sungguh seperti badut bukan? dan ini temen sekelas gw yang suruh..BUKAN GURUNYA!)
4. mereka semua memandang aneh terhadap saya (ga tau deh ini bner apa ngga..cuman perasaan gw seperti ini)
5. ada percakapan yang sungguh membuat gw terlihat bodoh...
waktu itu lagi ada pergantian kelas dan gw (seperti biasa) di suruh memperkenal kan diri gw LAGI...
seorang teman :"pak guru ada anak baru ini"
bapak guru :"yang mana orangnya?"
(lalu saya tunjuk tangan..lalu teman saya berbicara lagi kepada saya dengan logat papuanya)
seorang teman :" PETA KO MAJU SUDAH"
saya :" sudah " (sambil mengangguk dan polos)

bagi yang ngga tau maksutnya..jadi gini "peta ko maju sudah" itu maksutnya..peta kamu maju ajaa..tapi berhubung waktu itu yang gw tangkep itu artinya "peta kamu sudah maju?" ya jadi gw jawab aja "sudah" (karena gw pikir di kelas sebelomnya emang gw udah maju ke depan buat perkenalan). padahal harusnya gw jawabnya tuh oke, iya, ato apa lah gtu yang emang nyambung..

tapi emang waktu baru pindah ke tembagapura gw lumayan bingung sama bahasanya..karena mereka kayanya lebih suka tidak membuang buang kata kata deh..contohnya..
punya jadi pu, saya jadi sa, kau jadi ko, sudah jadi su..terbukti kan?..

itu baru awal aja dari cerita panjang gw sekolah disitu..hari pertama yahh gtu lah namanya juga anak baru...nah hari hari selanjutnya mulaii dehhh bencana seumur hidup gw dimulai..senior gw udah mulai ga enak gara gara suatu hal..tiap hari kuping gw panas aja sama omongan omongan mereka..bentar bentar di treakinn..waahhhh luar biasa bgt lahh..sampe puncaknya gw di masukin ke kelas yang isinya penuh sama senior (cewe) dan gw berdiri di tengah tengah sambil mendengar desakan desakan mereka supaya gw ngaku ttg suatu hal itu..
bener bener ga abis pikir yah kalo inget jaman duluu..sekarang sih pasti malu bgt kalo inget jaman jaman smp kaya gtu..hehhe

cerita gw masih berlanjut ke bagian seneng senengnya..tapi mau gw pisah ceritanya..biar keliatannya ga panjang panjang bgt gtu ceritanya..biar ga mumet juga kan bacanya..

sudah larut malam..

2009-04-13T12:40:00.000-07:00

as usual, I cannot sleep.

do not know what to do.

thinking of something not necessary.

I'm yawning again and again.

and now i miss him..

"GOOD NIGHT"

missing "chumember"..hehe

2009-04-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

what do i feel now?..

I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS..really miss them soooooo much!!..why are they making me miss them?..

i miss ANNISA PUTRI, SERRAVIKA, RATNA TYARA, MUTIARA AYU
.

sumpah gw kangen kalian ber4 plus azri dan adit!!...gw kangen SMA 5!!..gw kangen SOS C!!..gw kangen kantin!!..kangen baso si mas!!..kangen fruit tea blackcurrant!!..kangen slay o'lay!!..kangen gorengan!!..kangen mie tek tek!!..kangenn smua yang berhubungan sama masa SMA gw!!

if you know sma 5 you must be know that the school is not really special..malah bisa di bilang NGGA BGT!..when you see the building, you might be say "how come students who are school in here can be fit together in this little school?"..tapi itu dia istimewanya..sekolah gw di julukin "sekolah kotak sabun" sama sma sma lain..karena memang sangat kecil, bentuknya seperti kotak sabun dan di tengah tengahnya lapangan..so that's why, for 10th graders they have to come to the class in the daylight which is 01.00 pm (kebayang panasnya)..AND can you imagine?..if you have a secret, do not wonder if a few minutes later the whole school will know about it!..soalnya, jangan kan ngomong biasa..bisik bisik aja langsung kedengeran sama satu skolahan..hehe..no no..just joking...hanya perumpamaan sajaa..

but the school is not that important, the most important thing is "ISI" nya..
high school is really memorable..we do so much fun things, find out something that what we didnt know, and try something that we didnt do before..

*baju pramuka yang paling gw benci*

*jln ke bandung (plus adit dan azri, zri muka lo oke bgt sih!..haha)*

*ayu's birthday, 17 april 2007*

*kerjaannya sare..dia emang paling seneng buat kita jadi bahan ketawaan*

I cant mention every single things that we've done during high school. They are just "PRICELESS"..

42..yellow..lovers in japan..etc..wow!!."LOVE COLDPLAY"

2009-04-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

COLDPLAY!!!

Last Saturday was really really really WOW!!..coldplay bner bner mantep bgt!!...walau apa pun keadaannya saya MEMAKSAKAN sekali buat nonton konser mereka..

i was really waiting this event..because coldplay would be the best event in UAE this year..after i spend loooooooooooong time for search the ticket, finally i got it from tante indah..thanks ya tante...you were my hero bgt..hehe

i thought the concert would be disappointing..soalnya, dari awalnya aja udah ga bersahabat bgt kejadian kejadiannya...bayangkan!.. from the parking area we have to walk about a kilo to get the concert place!.trus lagi jalan gtuu malah ujan gede.. jadi belom mulai aja udah basah kuyup.. DAN YANG PALING NYEBELINNYA LAGI..i cant bring camera because my father brought it to dubai..

but, unexpected!!..the coldplay perform was awsomeeeeeee..as my sister's friend said, they were performing very creative...

"once my sister got many photos from VHS or BETA Djuma Soundsystem" (i dont know what is this..hehe), i didn't get any picture from this concert..damn damn shit bgt!..however, i recorded some parts of some videos but i cant post it..because im too lazy to wait the uploading that takes time soooooo loong.

cute outfits

2009-03-28T00:41:00.001-07:00

Spring has come!!
some cute outfits for spring time...x)

saya ingin

this pants

the dress

the shirt and skirt

BUT..even if i buy those three, i will not be able to use them (kecuali celana) in here..

so much fun!!!

2009-03-21T10:14:00.000-07:00

i love this week..

because...i've got my test and assignment back and both of the results are really GOOD!..i've got 5 out of 5 for the assignment and 14.5 out of 15 for my test...x) x) x)

sombong dikit (jarang'' dapet nilai bagus)

I've passed the IELTS test..BUT it's mean i will be join the summer course on June-July (this is not fun)..
on Friday i was playing paintball with widya, kathleen, and some of kathleen's friends..i was in the ORANGE team and we were won the gamee..yeeeesss!!...3-0.."0" for the blue team (kathleen, widya, and the other girls) the paintball field

i just came back from kayak-ing at corniche with kathleen, cakra, abigail, and jimmy (?)..it was really fun and tiring..because we were paddling almost 5 km!!..otot tangan gw makin gede aja kayanya..

some of the kayaks.

*I'll put the picture of my paintball team and picture when i play the kayak after i get it from my friend...

iseng iseng ga ada kerjaan

2009-03-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

last night i was chatting with my old friend, and he was asking about ramalan..actually, i don't believe in it but if the ramalan says good thing I'll believe it!..haha
intinya..gw nyuruh dia ngeramal gw (gw juga ga tau dia bneran bisa ngeramal apa ngga)..tapi hasilnya i really don't understand about that!..he told me "di antara lw brdua ada yg megang cermin..dah gtu cwo lw bkar kertas kado..trus lw brdua lg d jembatan"...what does its mean?..i don't know...i wish that's not bad sign for me.

i was Google-ing and i found about ramalan ramalan gitu..iseng banget sih sbnernya..just for fun!...

kalo lahir di tanggal Tiga

Lahir pada tanggal tiga menunjukkan bahwa Anda memiliki vitalitas yang tinggi dan cepat sembuh dari penyakit. Daya imajinasi Anda cukup bagus untuk membuat suatu cerita menarik yang berasal dari suatu kejadian kecil. Anda memiliki kemampuan kritis dan literatur yang alami, dan membutuhkan aktivitas bervariasi untuk membuat Anda tetap sibuk. Sarat dan ekstrim dalam kasih sayang, Anda mengalami krisis emosional di mana Anda mampu sembuh darinya dengan cepat. Anda seseorang yang sosial, ekspresif di depan publik dan bersikap terbaik di depan penonton. Walaupun Anda merasa gelisah, Anda masih mudah merasa puas dan mampu melakukan yang terbaik dalam situasi apapun.

lahir di Bulan Desember

Wataknya:
- Mudah menaruh rasa percaya pada orang lain
- Kalau mengerjakan sesuatu suka tergesa-gesa
- Tidak sabaran
- Tidak mau mengalah dan selalu ingin menang sendiri
- Mudah terpengaruh
- Jujur dan baik hati
- Pemborosan dan suka memaksakan kehendak

suka warna Ungu

Kalo warna Ungu (Violet) menjadi warna favorit kamu maka kamu adalah tipe yang benar-benar luar biasa. Dalam menghadapi masa depan kamu tidak pernah ragu-ragu, apa yang dikerjakan kamu adalah yang terbaik. Kamu pandai benar dalam mengikuti perkembangan jaman. Dalam berpasangan, hanya merekalah yang kuat mental yang bisa mendekati dan menjadi kekasih kamu.

Gologan darah A

Biasanya orang yang bergolongan darah A ini berkepala dingin, serius, sabar dan kalem atau cool, bahasa kerennya.

Orang yang bergolongan darah A ini mempunyai karakter yang tegas, bisa di andalkan dan dipercaya namun keras kepala.

Sebelum melakukan sesuatu mereka memikirkannya terlebih dahulu. Dan merencanakan segala sesuatunya secara matang. Mereka mengerjakan segalanya dengan sungguh-sungguh dan secara konsisten.

if you want to know this kind of iseng iseng things..klik here

nice songs

2009-03-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

oh my god!!..in this week I've heard about million mellow songs!!!... why why why is it?... please, don't be negative thinking peta!..it's because you like this kind of song..yup, it's true..but i hate and i want to be suicide if the song kind of "sangat sedih, pelan, menyentuh, dan liriknya dalem"!..i think those kind of song unappropriated to people who are broken heart (im not broken heart actually), in the bad mood (yes i am, sometime), and sensitive people (this is really not me) because it will make you moreeeeeeeee sad!..and as i told you, want to be suicide.
but, you guys (who are like easy listening songs) should hear some songs from my palylist!..

* about weeks ago i opened one of the profile of my friend and he just add tak ada yang bisa by andra and the backbone for his facebook's application. nice song and i like it.
* yesterday i was chatting with my friend in malaysia and she sent me a song tittled "last date conversation" by mejiku (inonesian indie band).
* adelaide sky!! (kayanya the one of kambing jantan's soundtracks deh)....serius gw suka lagu ini!!...thanks to Lala for mention this song in your blog.
* this is the only song which was found by my self when i listened to radio!!.hehe..katy perry, thinking of you. seriously, she looks very beautiful in her video clip.

enjoy the songs!..

random things

2009-03-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

sometime,

something that we like, could change situations surrounding us.

something that we like, could make us forget about everything.

something that we like, could make us to be a mean person.

people might be suffer in their whole life because a lil mistake that we made.

don't share all of your problems to anyone, because some people are smiling for our sadness

agree?

peta is fine = peta is not fine

2009-03-07T04:54:00.000-08:00

AGAIN!..mulai deh males ngeblog lagi..kalo kata tara sih "makanya isi blog ga usah nunggu ceritanya banyak dulu"..lets try!

just for information, I've started my school since 1st February at Abu Dhabi university. The thing i like the most in campus is my UNS teacher. she's very knowledgeable, intelligent, fun, well organize, and she could make us enjoy during her class (17.30-20.30).

'mom, me, and my dad in front of ADU'

last week my sister went back to malaysia.. so i feel lonely here!!..bakalan susah curhat deh..harus nunggu online msn duluu!!..

'me and tara in airport'

On 2nd march i performed saman dance at cultural foundation. i was sooooooo nervous because i have to sing the aceh's song and of course i made some mistakes..but its ok kok..ga keliatan keliatan amat..hahha. (You can read the article about this show in here, if you want)'Saman performence with ibu ibu and remaja masyarakat indonesia'

*today is REALLY not my day..im having a bad mood today..i dont know why...hmmmmm...actually i know but cant share with you!!..hehe

good bye 2008, welcome 2009

2008-12-30T10:23:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 2008!!..what's the plan for new year eve party?..still don't know yet!..maybe me and my family will be going to KBRI for gathering..but i wanna watch fireworks (maybe) in Emirates Palace or chorniche !!!!!. oo yaa..shakira will perform tonight in emirates palace, i wont go there (inside the building) because i don't really like shakira and the ticket is expensive!
but the latest news said that "no new year party in UAE" makin garing aja taon baruann! but its ok..palestina aja lagi susah gara'' bom, masa kita seneng''?.
many things that happened in 2008!!..tapi semuanya udah lawatt dann well, everything was OK..paling ngga gw dah ngelewatin semuanya..huffft
mudah''an 2009 gw berjalan dengan baik dan lebih baik dari tahun'' sblomnya..amiinnn..

last weekend me, my sister brother, and (of course) my father went to Global village..it was fun!..i already uploaded some photos in my facebook. actually, global village is almost like dufan but the games more gokil than dufan! and there are many stands from many countries that sell their original stuffs..eh global village open in winter only, it means only three month (i think) starts from December until February.
we played three games there, the first game was mmm.. i dont know the name but its similar with korakora (klo di dufan)..ini permainan yang paling gw suka di global village..sorry i didn't take the picture of it..

after that, we played this game (i also dont konw the name)..an it was the worst! because if you get there your body will kejedeug'', kejunkir balik, dan rasanya mau keluar dari alat penjaganya..

next...sling shot time!.semenjak waktu main di bali gw ga pernah lagi naek sling shot..it means 4 years ago!.wow..sumpah dulu kayanya sling shot serem banget..cuma pas main di global village udah ga terlalu serem lagi..mungkin it was the second time.

sling shot blom seberapa...masih ada yang lebih serem..the scariest game is HI-SPEED..the tower's height is more than bianglala's height..bentuknya kaya jarum jam..di ujung'' towernya itu tempat orang''y pada duduk, cuma muat buat 8 orang..hard to explain cara kerja tu permainan...(well, i didn't play this game! nyali gw blom siap menn.. but i will try next time! ;) )

smuanyaa...happy new year and enjoy your party!..x)

way down here without you

2008-12-30T01:18:00.000-08:00

do you know this song?..well, this is one of my fav songs..the song is not "cengeng" song but it is easy listening..

Way Down Here Without You-Superdrag

i've got a reason to be sad.
and i've got a reason to feel like i've been had.
but i would give most anything.
to see you smile at me again.

i don't know (since you've gone)
i don't know (since you've been gone) what i'm supposed to do.
way down here without you.
i don't know (since you've gone)
i don't know (since you've been gone) what i'm supposed to do
way down here without you.

i know you won't be coming home.
and it makes me feel so afraid of the unknown.
but i would give most anything.
to see you smile at me again.

i don't know (since you've gone)
i don't know (since you've been gone) what i'm supposed to do
way down here without you.
i don't know (since you've gone)
i don't know (since you've been gone) what i'm supposed to do
way down here without you.

you still mean a lot to me.
you still mean a lot to me.
more than a memory to me.
more than a memory to me.

*If u guys don't know this song and want to know it, you may check it out at http://www.imeem.com/people/Y3lvUR/music/Ivlxl2SS/superdrag_way_down_here_without_you/

many things..

2008-12-19T11:21:00.000-08:00

Anyway, it has been a long time that i didn't update my blog so, there are many stories that i didn't tell..
pertama..gw udah lulus dari cimp dari tanggal 5 desember kemaren, tapi dengan sangat menyesal gw ga ikutan graduation..sbnernya pengen..cuma aga2 raibet juga ngurusinnya..jadi gw cuma ngambil result aja abis selesai acara graduationnya..hasilnya????? lumayan lah ga jelek2 amat tapi sayangnya ga sesuai target gw...yang seharusnya dalem bayangan gw dapet rata2 70 tapi kenyataannya cuma dapet rata2 65..ya ga papalah..namanya juga udah usaha (walopun ga maksimal2 banget sih)..tapi gw ga nyangka econs gw bisa dapet 65 walopun mnurut lo itu kecil tapi susah bgt buat dapet sgitu (bagi gw ya)..soalnya emang dasarnya gw ga suka econs dan gurunya juga rada sensi sama gw..jadi untung bgt bisa dapet di atas 60 (Thanks Dr.z akhirnya lo ada rasa kasian juga sama gw..)
kedua..im not single anymore guys x)...setelah beberapa bulann menjomblo akhirnya si ade KECIL gw sekarang bukan jadi ade lagii..ya ngga cooii?....(pasti lo baca kan?)...walopun aga sedikit aneh pacaran sama dia but im happy with him..(yang paling ganteng sendiri itu si "ade"..hhe)
ketiga..im 18 now!! oh my god im getting older x( but still teenagers x).. tanggal 3 desember kemaren ulang tahun gw pertama dan kayanya sih juga terakhir di malaysia..biasanya klo ulang tahun selalu lagi liburan jadi pasti di kampung halaman..tapi berhubung lagi nungguin result jadi stay dulu di malay sampe urusan skolah beres. tak di sangka'' (walpoun sbnernya nyangka) tmn2 gw ngasih surprise pagi2nya (thanks yoo kawan2)..dan ga taunya di situ ada si "ade" juga padahal dia bilangnya udah pulang kampung!!..dasar kauu...mau sok2 surprise padahal gw udah tau akal bulus lo..hhe
keempat...this is the saddest part..akhirnya dia pergi..si ade pulang kampung..klo pulang kampung doang sih biasa..tapi yang bikin luar biasa gw bakalan lama ga ktemu sama dia..soalnya gw rencananya ga kuliah di malaysia dan kayanya dia juga ga balik lagi ke malaysia..so.....ya bgitu lahh...long distance!! this is the last picture with our frnd(gilo jelek bgt gw disini..hhe)
kelima..gw pindah ke abudhabi...sepertinya gw bakalan kuliah disini..tapi kuliahnya blom tau di uni mana..di liat nanti aja dehh..masih bingung soalnya..tapi sedih gw pindah dari malaysia..satu stengah tahun yang bner2 selalu sama tmn2..dina dini tnya ericka haykal...kapan kita bisa berkumpul lagii??...pasti bakalan beda banget idup gw disini ga ada kaliannn x(..kapan nyushi bareng lagi?..kal, kta ga smpet ke ming tien kal kemareenn x(..ah pokonya tenang suatu saat kita smua harus ktemuan di sunway lagii.ga tau deh kapan tuh waktunya..miss u ..miss u..miss u...(KLIA-tannya, dina, peta, dini, haykal, ericka)

nah tuh smua crita2 slama dua bulan terakhir ini...mudah2an gw ga males2an lagi buat update blognya..x)

mostly about my commtech assignment

2008-09-25T10:43:00.000-07:00

aaaa sudah lama tidak berblog2 ria ah...ngga karna sibuk ko..karena MALAS!!..
mengapa gw ini pemalas sekalii??...
udah lama ga blog jadi bingung mo cerita apa..so far sih kehidupan gw masih sama2 aja..blom ada yang berubah..berubah hidup gw menjadi LEBIH MENARIK misalanya, ato berubah menjadi makin MEMBURUK.. tapi lumayan lah masih ada kegiatan2 yang biasanya males buat dilakuin ato bisa di bilang yang dulu pengen dilakukan tapi ga bisa gara2 satu hal..kegiatan2 kecil sih..ya tapi lumayan lahh..minggu2 kemaren gw lagi banyak tugas dan ribet parah klo ga di kerjain rajin2..pertamaa..WEB DESIGN. Sumpah itu assignment ribet abisss...esmosii saya mengerjakannya!!!...harusnya tuh tugas FUN tapi gara2 komputernya error mulu setiap gw ngerjain..jadi yang ada bukan fun tapi MENYEBALKAN ya tapi paling ngga gw kumpulin tu assignment tepat waktuu dengan bantuan dari sana sini..*makasii smuanyaa yang di labcom!..
trus baru kemaren2 ini ada test econs..dan gw udah mulai baca2 dari seminggu sebelomnya..ya tau sendiri lah yaa..sangat bermasalah dengan gurunya..jadi harus maximal buat test ini...
dan finally..gw bisa ngerjain test'y walopun ada yang ga disini gara2 limited time!!..
tapi selama sibuk2 itu gw jadi jarang deh jalan sama DINA,DINI, TANNYA..duuh kmana saja kaliiann..(gw juga kemana aja??)..sampe kita jarang jalan lagii??..yang masih suka ktemu paling ERICKA aja..soalnya erika doang yang demen ngajak makan di luar..
dasaarr..lo lagi lo lagi kaa....deeeemmm..! hhe
eh iya..barusan gw baru nyelesain tugas gw...tugas story board buat pel. commtech!..cape euy..tangan pegel...tapii i've made it!...huffff...
besokk terakhir skolah di bulan septemberr!!....aseeekk....mau LIBURAN ah..kemana ya kemana yaa??.
masih bingung dan masih tahap rencana aja sihh..
okeoke dahh..segini dluu updateannya..

pfa,

i cannot sleep

2008-09-10T11:14:00.001-07:00

ya allah..kenapa sih harus susah banget?..kenapa guru gw ga adil banget?.. mungkin usaha gw blom seberapa..tapi kenapa sih ga bisa di hargain dikit doang?..gw bingung banget ma lo..nama gw aja lo ga tau..gimana lo bisa nilai gw?..gimana lo bisa liat apa usaha gw..apa susahnya sih cuma buat lo tau aja gw siapa..gw bakal usahain apa yang sebelomnya gw ga bisa..gw bakal nunjukin ke lo..klo gw "ADA" dan gw bisa dapetin nilai yang gw harepin..
tapi klo gw bner'' gw udah usaha dan lo bner'' ga bisa ngehargain..SUMPAH..gw ga rela klo lo masih ngajar dan gw pastinya udah ga tau lagi mesti ngapain..gw udah nyerah buat ngmng ma lo..
pokonya gw harus ingett..."GW HARUS USAHA DAN HARUS BISA"..

): sekolah vs kuliah :(

2008-08-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

seperti malem2 sebelomnya..GA ADA KERJAAN!..klo ada orang nnya nih idup gw kya gmn d sini?..ga ada menarik2nya pasti dengerinnya..ya gmn mo menarik..setiap hari jadwal gw.. bangun pagi, mandi, sarapan, liat2 FB dan FS, ke kampus, balik ke rumah, liat FB dan FS plus chattingan, kadang2 ngerjain tugas bentar, liat FB dan FS lagi plus chattingan lagi ampe ngantuk, tidur..hari besok nya bgituu lagiii..BOSEN KAN??..abis gmn lagii..gw ga terlalu suka jln2 klo hari skolah..klo weekend juga jarang jalan..palingan yang ada beresin kamar dan tdur sehariann..duh gw jadi pengen buru2 lulus CIMP dengan hasil rata2 70 (70 keatas klo bisa)..AMIIIIN.tapi lagi bingung mau kuliah dmn??..jurusan apaa??.

kayanya gw harus membelokan cita2 gw jadi psykolog deh..soalnya klo kata nyokap gw skolahnya harus sampe s2 klo mau psykology industrii..bner ga sih?..jadi pilihan keduanya IT ato ngga human resources management..tapi gw sih lebih prefer HR soalnya klo IT kyanya rada ribet bukan?.
gw juga penegn banget sbnernya kuliah di canada..selain suasana baruu pasti inggris gw bisa improve disana..Tapi terlalu mahal..kasian bokap gw..masa harus sampe jual sawah sihh??..(walopun sbnernya ga punya sawah)..hhehe..jadi pilihannya tinggal di malaysia ato ikut bokap nyokap..gw sih klo bisa di terima di monash gw mau kuliah di malaysia..tapi klo ngga..gw bingung harus skolah yang mana??..ngga banyak pilihan sih..tmn2 gw di sini pada di VU..tapi apa kabar klo gw ga suka business??...klo nyokap gw pengen banget gw kuliah di Abu Dhabi.. bner juga sih..klo di sana kan pasti mo makan ga usah susah2 dan ga usah kangen2 sama orang tua..gw jadi tertarik juga kuliah di sana..huuuuuuf..bner2 bingung ya klo urusan skolahh..mudah2an ntr dapetnya yang terbaik deh..amiiinnn

udah ngantukk ahh..besok masuk jam stgh 12 dan harus bangun lebih aawal..soalnya ada tugas yang blom terselesaikan nihhh....

PFA,

sakit perut karena si "a"

2008-08-27T07:17:00.000-07:00

seperti biasanya malem2 kya gini suka ga ada kerjaan..mau ngerjain tugas rada males..mau chatting ato buka'' FB tapi udah seharian tu MSN ma FB gw tongkrongin..datar banget idup gw..
sbnernya ada tugas econs nih cuma edit'' doang sihh..tapi tetep aja ya..malesnya ga bisa di obatii..

udah beberapa hari ini gw kena syndrome males makan nih..klo di rumah ga nafsu makan mulu gw..soalnya yang ada cuma ayam..dari chicken nugget=ayam, ayam goreng bumbu= ayam, ayam goreng crispy= ayam, telor= dari ayam juga..trus klo mau pesen MCD..dan tau doong MCD tuh identik'y dengan ayam jugaa..knapa idup gw di penuhi dengan ayammmm??..dari hasil males makan ini, dah dua hari gw sakit perut..mungkin kurang makan kali yaa...

tadi gw cuman masuk palajaran econs aja..abis sakit perut..jadi janjian deh makan ma si ericka, dina, dini, tanya..dan dengan semangatnya gw mesen ikan..tujuan'y sih biar nafsu makan gw kembali lagii...tapi gw rasa ga terlalu berhasil..karena balik kerumah ketemu lagi ma si ayam..gara2 itu smua..gw ga masuk pelajaran commtech..padahal ada tugas..tapi gmn lagi..dari pada ga konsen bukan??..

eh di CIMP lagi nyari panitia yearbook nih..gw pengen ikutan deh..tapi sibuk ga ya ntr??.takutnya jadi ga konsen ma plajaran skolah.. tapi seru klo ikutann..jadi ada kegiatan klo lagi bosenn..gmn ya gmn ya gmn yaa....aah pusing..gmn nnti aja deeh yaa..

mama kemana yaa?.dari tadi di panggil2 ngga nyaut2..gw mo ngmngin liburan sblom puasa ma nyokap..gw lagi bosen bgt di malaysia..pengen jln2 keluar dari malaysia...pengennya sih ke bangkok cuman mepet banget..jadi mentok2 ke singapore deh kyanya..mudah2an aja jadi dehh..biar bisa refreshing dikit.

ayoo doong liburan cepaat datangggg!!...boseeenn!!..

the story begin

2008-08-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

im doing this! yes.. im blogging from now on!.walaupun sudah out of date jaman begini baru mulai bikin blog.
sebenernya, dulu sempet punya blog juga. Tapi berhubung pertama kali kenal blog dari friendster jadi bikin blog yang dari freindster aja dan bikinnya pun ttg cerita2 sma doang..
mudah2an aja ini blog berjalann dengan semestinya. soalnya, biasanya gw bikin blog tuh semangatnya pertama2 aja.
by the way, pokonya ini blog gw bikin buat cerita2 sebagian dari cerita hidup gw deh. Buat seru2an dan membunuh kebosanan aja.
im gonna end this introduction and please enjoy my life's story..